My life is shit! So much work, no life, no 'proper' friends. I want to be normal and not have to struggle with these things. FML. I am no longer finding school easy. People seem to be getting more intelligent or I am just not using my time wisely. How can I if I have no motivation? Nothing is easy anymore. I wish everything stayed the same throughout life. There is something wrong with me. It seems the older I am the more I can reflect on my past which was so much better to now. I have never been happy.