My Hell Hole

[blueberrypie]

YYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!

Maths over... well unless I am forced to resit it, but hopefully not. I couldn't remember how to do the binomial theorem (or whatever it is called), but hopefully the rest was enough to pull me through.

I now feel really excited and very, very bad. I feel like doing something a bit outrageous, although I don't know what yet. Maybe when I pick the kids up from my mum's I will calm down a bit, but for now, I feel like a very, very NAUGHTY girl!!!

[blueberrypie]

Oh and melody is in the isle of wight now. I can't remember if I posted this, but the school put a sign up yesterday, saying they had arrived safely.

Last night was a bit weird... and a bit quiet. I probably won't realise how much I have missed her, until she gets back. I hope she has a good time.

[blueberrypie]

What a day.

I managed to stay sleeping until 9.30am, then realised the time, jumped out of bed and came down to find the girls playing in the front room.

So I rushed to get them ready and off to school. They didn't even get there until 10.30am. I think I am catching up on all the sleep I have been missing lately.

Oh well, biology exam on friday, then I can relax again until tuesday. I am dreading the biology exam. Why can't we be continually assessed without the need for exams. I hate exams almost as much as I hate physics.

[blueberrypie]

When I read some of the posts of other people on here, it makes me realise how minimal my own problems are.

The only things I have to deal with are money, kids on my own, and living. Other people seem to have so much crap to deal with.

Makes you appreciate that no matter how little you have, you are always in a better position than someone else.

[blueberrypie]

I have just got back from cadets. Oh my, I am such a bad, bad girl.

These instructors are such tarts. Not usually including me, as I am such an angel really....

I am going to have to learn to behave more. LOL!!!

[blueberrypie]

Oh well.

That is biology out of the way. Definitely failed that one though. Too many empty pages, lol! Oh well, I can always look forward to the resit, although I don't need it now.

I should have enough credits for what I need and then it will be off to queen mary. I just better hope I do OK in the physics and Chemistry.

Chemistry especially as that is what I am doing next year.

Oh well, I guess it is time to go, I have got to pick my girls up from school and Melody comes back tonight from the Isle of Wight.

[blueberrypie]

This is like an online diary.

Maybe I should spice it up a bit...

[blueberrypie]

Oh my god,

I have got a physics (phys-sucs) exam in a few hours. I am not looking forward to it, one little bit.

My friend Lauren has got it worse though, as she has been having major problems with her wisdom tooth, and has been in agony for the last few days. Unfortunately, she is one of these people who is allergic to several painkillers, and can only take codeine - which has not helped her much.

At least I won't have to do my exam in pain, which is good for me, but her brain is better than mine. Hopefully she can redirect the pain towards the exam paper.

Oh well. Wish me luck...

[blueberrypie]

Well your wishes are much appreciated.

Oh well, one more exam to go. Chemistry on friday... well last one if you don't include the resits, lol.

Anyway, I have one child at home today as the school phoned yesterday to say she had been vomiting at school. So my mum had to chase around between schools and picking them all up at various times.

Melody starts secondary school in september and according to the school uniform list, it is going to cost us around £350 just for her basic uniform. Bloody heck! How expensive is that???

On top of that, they want £90 for the school fund, £20 for books, £10 for a locker, £10 for DT stuff and £10 for something I can't remember.

Do these people think I am made of money? I have got to pay for all of these things by next month, and also have to pay mortgage arrears, current mortgage, rent, bills and live as well. How do people do it?

It is beyond me. It would be nice if her father could help once in a while, but I guess that is just beyond his capabilities. Oh well, such is life.

[blueberrypie]

Exam over (well, the first round anyway... resits next!), it didn't go well, but hey, tomorrow is another day. I have got to spend some time catching up on my assignments. So of course, what else would I do today, but doing some tidying up. Tidy house, tidy mind, dirty house, dirty mind... or something like that.

My kids have actually tidied their room today it is a miracle. I offered them £2 each (cheap labour), if they did it and told them if one didn't the other would get the money. So rather than letting their sister get the money they all got stuck in together. Who says this family knows nothing about teamwork???

I have tickets to go and see grown ups for two weeks in a row. I am looking forward to that. It is the one with Sheridan Smith in it, Janet from two pints. It is written by the same people too.

All this cleaning with bleach has made the skin on my hands feel really tight. I can't type right tonight and to top all of that I have this bloody music banging through the walls from somewhere.

It is getting on for midnight, and I would have thought it would have finished by now, but it hasn't. It is driving me nuts.

Oh well, hopefully it will stop soon.