Thats how i'm feeling now and its not even to do with exams and not revising... i'm not terribly smart and some ppl study all the time... but i get thru and scrape my way thru...
I just can't seem to speak well... i had an SSM presentation today and hwen the consultant asked me q's i just went blank.. its like i heard my self speaking but i was detached from myself... ugh it was sooo bad... but its more than that...
I feel like i don't have the confidence and the ability to be a good doctor.. i don't do all the showy stuff i don't come across as someone who knows their stuff, who knows how to exert their power or anythin
i'm just a student who dreams that i can make it thru into the medical world...
