my very 1st weblog

[a1sha]

wow it reali has been a long time. i cud say i was busy studyin but we all kno dats a lie. i've bin tryin 2 get organised but it seems impossible and it seems like i'm neva goin 2 finish my course work. nothin much has happened since my last log. just me in my very borin life.
except i spoke 2 my ex's cousin n he sed it doesnt seem like his cousin is goin 2 make the entry requirements to do law in brunel. its a pity. i'm not meant 2 rejoice @ n e ones misfortune so i feel rather sorry for him even thou he treated me reali bad. n incase ur wondering y i talk 2 my ex's cousin, its cos he is a frend of mine we went 2 secondary sch 2gether.
yeah something terrible happened about a week and a half ago, my dads half brother died. it was so dad bcos he was my dads closest bother. he was only 2 wks older than my dad n they grew up 2gether and they always behaved like twins. so my dad had 2 travel 2 nigeria 4 d funeral.

[a1sha]

after 3 months of tossin n turnin my biology course work is finally ova. it is the most borin piece of work i've eva written. it is 28 pages long. oh that excludes 2 pages of maps. its about lichens. i'm glad its all ova. i'm still awiting sumthing fanatastic 2 happen in my life but it seems like its not gonna happen. n e way, my internet @ home is still not workin so so so so................... i dint go 4 n e of my lessons 2day in college cos i was typin my biology course work which is due in 2day. life borin so i hav 2 go n sort sum stuff out. n for those of u readin this sorry i'm a bore. i even bore myself out. u think its terrible reading this writin it is almost as bad.

[a1sha]

i wish my lyf was a bit more interestin. who eva reads dis crap i write must hav heard that a million times. I'll one day start writing my autobiography here. hopefully by the time i get 2 the present may b sumtin gud will happen. in my lyf

[a1sha]

i was born on the 14th of september 1987 @ guys hospital southwark london. my parents got married when i was 40days old n hav bin 2gether since then. my life before i as 3 is of course blank but my earliest memory is from wen i was 1.5yrs old. it was in disney land in california. i remeba seein dolphins and mermaids n my mum confirms it as bein in disney land. iwas d only child until i was almost 3 the 24th of august to b precise my mum had my bro. before my mum had me she failed law school so she had 2 go back it was impossible with 2 kids 2 do that so on the 14th of october 1991, i was sent on an airplane with my mums aunt to nigeria to live with my mums mum. six months later my mum brought my little bro. my life was not the greatest in nigeria but it was definately a lot more interesting than it is now.
i started school immediately i got 2 nigeria ( in pre school u hav nursery 1, 2 n then kindergertin) because of the standard of education in nigeria being very high i was put in nursery 1 but for some daft reason i didnt like the class n i always went to kindergarten. the teachers couldnt get me to leave so graduali i became a member of that class. it is reali weird bcos for my age kindergarten was the right class n if i hadnt tagged along with that class i'd b 1yr behind now in school but now i'm 1yr ahead.

[a1sha]

Kindergaten was fun and reali different. there were different tables depending on how smary u r n of course i was on the lowest table, table 4. i was a regular pain in the neck. pulling peoples seats behind before the sat down so that they fell or crushing up biscuits and putting in peoples food while they wetre eating but overall, kindergarten was fun. it was ova before i cud say jack robinson n it was time for big school (primary school). unlike nursery school, primary school was in a whole locartion of its own (2 streets away) unlike in the uk, the play area wasnt segregated so that little kids play in one area while the big kids play in another. it was reali scary cos at 5 yrs old i was 1m tall (by the way i'm 4ft 10 but i tell evry 1 i'm 4ft 11).
oine thing i remember about pry1( yr1) was that one day, i was playing at lunch time and the bell rang for us to go back into class. these yr6 boys were runing ( even til 2day i picture them as giants) and because i was so tiny they didnt see me and one of them kicked me as if i was dust. but all in all it was a lovely year.

[a1sha]

omg a little deviation from my autobiography. something reali annoying happened. my ex F the on who i was with was 3 wks in october last year nd i havnt spoken to since then cald me ystday. he was like who is this cos he cald on my 02 fone and i was like who is dis cos he was using a diffferent no. then he sed it was him n that i rung him at 8:30 i was like me ring you, i deleted your no in october. when i checked my fone i actuali calld him but it was a mistake an i actuali do hav his no cos i deleted it from my sim card but the no is still on trhe fone. men was i angry cos i havnt spoken 2 him in ages n we broke up on reali bad terms n now d idiot might b thinkin i still want 2 get back wiv him. welll not in this life time.

[a1sha]

i reali am fed up of most of life. my computa @ home is a forgotten entity so its probably neva goin 2 get all the programs loaded unot it eva again. as usual, i type a web log n lose it. a while ago it happened. there wasnt much in it. except that as at then wen my dad came back from the funeral, he was all so nice. he's wantd 2 move out of the house we live in since the begining of time (3yrs) but he neva finds the right house. itsalways oh the house looks to common or the house lacks character. i'm like how the hell does a house have character.
he jst moves from one obsession to another. @ 1st it was master bedrooms with en-suite, then detached houses, then houses with very big gardens, then houses with a garage, then houses with a double garage how annoyin can he get.

[a1sha]

so he comes back from nigeria and says lets go view a house. we view a house in st albans in hertfordshire. it was a reali nice house but it is way 2 small. the house belongs 2 jack ryder and kim marsh. then we went to view this house in watford it was a very lovely house. a massive garden and alll dat but he is still concernd about space. i see where he's comin from cos my mum has 2 much stuff but @ this rate, we'll neva move.
n e way afta viewing the house, we wen t for lunch and for the 1st time my dad didnt even care about the prices of wat we were ordering. its not like he cant afford wat we normally want, its jst that he find it reali hard to spend money for his family. he can spend over £1000 on frends for drinks and shit on his b.day but he buys a stupid useless jewelery box for my mum on her 40th b.day. he is such an annoying thing.

[a1sha]

last week i sed he shld come fill the section of the pn1 form for the student loan n the he's like bla bla bla, why do u need a student loan who sed i can pay for all u need thru out uni. i was so pissd cois he started with all his accountancy shit. do a rough estimate of how much it wud cost you in uni. he was like u dont need to take a loan. there is no doubt he can afford to send me to uni. the thing is dat he is such an arse when it comes to money.
he's like ok u need £100 pounds write down on paper exactly wat u need the entire money for i'm like u kno wat yeah jst forget it i'll find my money else where. y the hell does he need to kno y i want the money. if wasnt important i wudnt even bother. or he'll say i give u pocket money use it n i'll give u b ack n then he says, since u've paid for it there's no point given u the money back.
the only problem bein that i reali cant tell him how i feel cos he thinks he knows best. he is jst a major ass. its so frustrating. he is paying the fees for all ther kids of his brother who jst died n he gives them money n he doesnt need an account of how they spent their money yet he wants mine.

[a1sha]

ne way exams r comin n i'm tryin 2 study but it reali impossible n d rate @ which i'm goin i hope i dont fail. i cant study n i havnt been studyin. its reali sad bcos i'm reali sad wen i dont study but the guikt still doesnt get me 2 study. i'm in college 2day even thou its half term i'm doin some biology revision. n e way gtg