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All you good, good people - keep believing...!
Hello again to all the lovely senior (!) citizens on this site - I have finally got a new keyboard courtesy of a dear friend, and can post replies....it's been driving me nuts!
Right - a little 'Gabby' (sometimes known as 'Gobby' on site - but there you go...they have zero imagination when it comes to nicknames lol) pep talk is in order, I think.
I have been looking through quite a few threads lately - particularly the ones pertaining to what a nightmare it was sitting the MSAT in the freezing cold Lawrence Hall back November. I wish I had realised at the time that some of you guys were there too - I felt like the oldest person on the planet at that exam - and thought that people were looking at me as if I must be there to accompany a child!! However - a few weeks before, I had sat the BMAT - and very nearly gave up my dreams of going to Med School there and then.
I was absolutely convinced that I had failed it completely - I spent the next few weeks fantasising about how I might have possibly, accidentally, by pure lottery-winner style chance have scraped the score of 19 required for UCL interview...but in my heart of hearts I was sure that I had blown it.
I therefore was already deeply discouraged by the time I sat MSAT - and, to be honest, I really only went ahead with it because I'd paid for it!! Plus I was due to go into hospital on the Thurs. of that week to give my daughter a kidney - and that helped to put it in perspective for me.
I honestly have no idea how well or badly I did.....nothing would surprise me, but to give you all some real hope - my BMAT results were waiting for me when I was discharged from hospital - and I was almost scared to open them....but I scored a total of 21.4.....and so I now have my guaranteed interview at UCL on Tuesday 31st Jan.
So - don't worry if you think you bombed MSAT - you may well surprise yourselves - and anyway - the one thing that would definitely mean you don't get in would be giving up trying....so keep going. I think I am the oldest person currently on this forum (46, nearly 47....where did those years go?) so those of you who are in your thirties or early forties still have plenty of time to fulfil your dream. And those of you in your twenties......well - I have children older than you guys for crying out loud!!
Keep going, keep your eye focussed on your goal and trust, trust, trust.
love Gabby xxx
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UCL September 2006 - I am a very, very happy old lady!
'Whatever you can do, or dream you can....begin it! Boldness has genius, power and magic in it - BEGIN IT NOW!' Goethe
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