Today, I have mainly been drawing penises, vaginas, rectums and kidneys....
Yeap, it's exam time. I have my first two on Thursday, Microanatomy (not so great) and anatomy (love it except for that bloody smell which ruins my taste buds for 24 hours) and I don't feel bad for these two.
However,
I have my systems MCQs a week after that and I am SCARED. Seriously. S-C-A-R-E-D! I have looked at some past papers (....*cough*frowned upon by the establishment*cough*..... ) and I really do not understand a whole lot of the questions and this is has made me feel a little ittle bit stressed out. I hope to gawd that my peers feel the same or else I am screwed....
Then later on in the glorious month of May I have my clinical skills exam - the OSCEs (pronounced
oz-keys - go figure) which should be alright....I hope. During my weekly clinical attachment sessions I felt that I severly lacked the knowledge of a number of my colleagues in my group. This has added to my biggest worry that I may fail an exam. And I really don't want this. I am scared shitlesss of that. I don't know what it is, maybe never having failed a proper exam in my life, that faced with the prospect now I am very, very worried.
On the coursework front I have handed it all in except my family attachment report (for Monday). Statistics coursework was poor and I didn't enjoy it at all..........bloody bored the socks off me. For my SSC I got my marks returned - 74% - and I was relatively pleased. I have a feeling I was probably the lowest mark in my group and that my colleagues probably got over 80%. This disheartened me a bit but in retrospect my dissertation for this module was quite poor regardless of how much bloody time I spent on it. Aw well.
And my love life you ask? Pff.......
(BTW, those vaginas and penises at the top were for my anatomy revision......honest!).
I shall return after my exams with my feelings and word on my summer plans - hopefully without the prospect of repeats.